Right here, right now...

"In a moment we lost our minds here
And lay our spirit down
Today we lived a thousand years
All we have is now"
From the lyrics of "Run to the water" by Live

When i finally could breath again, I thought - "Why do let myself down like this?, why do i keep hurting myself for something that is just in my imagination?"
I have no answers...
I believed every word, every story, and when you do that, the sad but true story is that the fall will be harder when the truth comes out. Lost believes hurts like hell.

Do I need an answer?
Not anymore. Its not important now...
Its right here, right now, this life. This is where i belong. And i wouldnt give it up for anything.

I feel good!